Don’t worry about not reviewing, I’m terrible at reviewing (although I’m definitely getting better) and anyway, you guys to spoil me. You don’t want me to get arrogant or anything thought, right? And don’t worry. I have every intention to write until my fingers are crippled with arthritis, and hopefully by then I can just employ someone to write down what I’m thinking and stuff. No one’s gonna stop me
Oh, first-person angst romance...
Stop worrying so much. I know that’s probably hard, and heaven knows the number of times I’ve come to someone going EVERYTHINGS GOING WRONG WITH THIS STORY PLEASE HELP ME isn’t something we’re going to count, but getting stressed about something that you’re supposed to really enjoy really does suck. Doing challenges and stuff to try and refresh yourself is a good idea. But you don’t want your head hurting
And writers block –shudders-
So, to the actual question, ahha.
Organising stories?
Well, I guess I’m a bit like you in the sense that when I’m starting a new story I tend to identify all the events that I think are going to happen, especially if it’s a ploty story. I have a few short stories which I know what’s going to be in every chapter when I start, but other than that the only plan I have at the beginning is a rough idea of plots and a vague idea of what the stories about. Like, TAOB was going to be about a girl who’s dying and Saving Grace would be about an older OC who truly had no idea what she was doing with her life and sort of gets by without really feeling anything. So, actually, it’s more the characters that get established first. A general ending, or a list of potential endings.
Then I knuckle down and write things. It’s only after I’ve got a feel for the characters and where the stories going that I make a more formal plan. I used to then decide what was going in each chapter, but, honestly – I’ve never stuck to one of those plans. Well, actually, Azkaban was the only story that was remotely close to how it was originally intended it to be. But, there’s nothing wrong with that – sometimes certain things take longer than you’d expected, minor characters become more important than you’d expected them to be, plot bits hit you that you didn’t expect and sometimes your characters just aren’t ready for things to happen when you expected them too.
So then every ten chapters or so I make a new plan. At the moment, my plan for TAOS is so far off it’s funny. So, instead I wrote a timeline of events. Cause that was one where I knew everything that had to happen but I had to work out an actual order of things. Each story is unique and no story is the same as when you first planned it, you’re going to grow in change in that time, so of course your story is.
I guess I’m pretty easy with the whole planning thing. Stories that are more plot-centric obviously need more planning, though.
So, what you should do. After taking a deep breath and reminding yourself that everything is going to be just fine (as mentioned above). If editing it is making your head hurt, leave that for a little while. If writing it is making your head hurt, edit for a little while. Maybe just stray from your plan and write a scene between two of your characters. You don’t have to include it, but it might help you get back into writing it. Maybe write down the main events somewhere – on a bit of scrap paper or whatever, as that might help you get back into writing too. Try and stop stressing about it and just enjoy yourself – write a scene you’ve been dying to write, to hell with where that scene actually takes place. Read over what you’ve written, not to edit it, just to enjoy it and get back to grips with the characters and the style. Keep faith and don’t worry about it being a disaster – even if it is a disaster, there’s nothing wrong with that. I’ve written a lot of things that have been deleted and, hopefully, forgotten for good.
In summary: thank you very much for being lovely and honestly, don’t worry. You’ll be fine, I promise you
(the mirror idea is gradually bumping itself up my list... *whistles*)
Whoops, this was long.


















